Lost in the Music

Do you ever get lost in a song? Sometimes its the first time you hear it. I just wanna close my eyes and sway breathe it in feel it on a whole different level remote from my body. sometimes it's the first time. Others the 50th. But this time it's different it's like a time machine and i could be walking past a store, restaurant, or it comes on my ipod and it makes me want to just freeze right where i am because the second i catch the song my soul gets sucked away my heart drops, stomach flutters and it's hard to breathe really i'm just afraid to breathe because i want the moment to last. I'm sucked back to another time Dancing with the world a blur in CR Driving with the windows down music up singing.. no screaming as loud as i can just because it feels good Studying my brains out Depressed after the crush didn't work out I know they don't all sound happy but there's value there. substance. Me. It's all a part of me and it's like i'm on a train and somedays it's crawling and i watch out the window and it lasts forever and i drink in and somedays it's speeding to fast spiraling and i don't have enough time the sun sets too soon and i get caught standing outside trying to catch raindrops or snowflakes but I can't grasp them it's slipping awayyyyyyyy and i'm back in the present and this hole that i'd forgotten for a while, it's back and it's uncomfortable. Not downright painful but almost worse. Restless, pulling, yearning. And i look back and I see me A better me than i've ever felt. And I want it back Do you know what it's like to lose that? To walk away get on the plane peacefully watch out the window as it all slips away drops away beneath you and all you want to do is scream "land the plane, I made a mistake" "I'm not ready to go yet" Cut to present day, and what i do get is the music these snippets of time i steal away lost in the song Just me and my memories